Ravaged by war
I try to find peace
I look deep inside
And I see an abyss.

I search for the truth
But find only pain
I wish you were here
Yet my wish is in vain.

I now sit alone
Angry with me
Annoyed by the fact
That light can’t find me.

I live in the night
Despite of the pain
But wish that the light
Will save me from shame.

I now think of death
As an answer to life
But friends keep me here
Despite of my cries.

I hold now the gun
And a shiver runs wild
As I see the end near
I dream for a while…

As the dream ends
I fight with myself
And push down the trigger
That will show me the end.