i wish i was blank,
empty,
no telephone wire,
no electric bills,
no picnic in the weekend,
a cigarette in the dark, lit,
smoke like poison running through my body,
thoughts rushing like sparks on gasoline,
silence, neverending self destruction,
forever a burning bush,
in your empty desert,
lights with no light,
cities of morgues, delay the effect,
delay the pain, which is so present,
ever-present reminders of your failures,
your virgins' smiles, the butcher of men,
cattle on hospital-clean farms, universe in a milk glass,
still silence, world revolving round a light-bulb,
decay as sweet as a red rose, the lovers' contempt for their child,
eyes of truth, antidote for night/day-vision,
blindness in gift wrap,
no exit,
no echo,
no more...