Although I understand I can do nothing to change the mistakes I gave made, I hope when you read this you will realize the truth in what I am about to say. I am not going to try to cover it up like many other people will do, instead I will tell you I am honest in saying that all I want is you. So many nights I have lain sleepless in bed, meditating on your face but I just can't face up to the fact that in reality I have lost the race. I doubt I could live without you around, you mean the whole world to me, If I could go anywhere on earth in your arms is where I would want to be. Too many tears have streamed down my face, to not let you know how I feel. At times it seems this whole thing is a dream until I remember. . . it is real. I wish there was some way I could prove to you how special I think you are I am tired of keeping these feelings inside, It's gone way too far. Never have I felt what I am feeling right now, you have put me in a trance I promise I won't make you regret it If you give me just half a chance. I really don't think you fully understand how much I care for you but for some reason I get the feeling that there is nothing I can really do. I wouldn't think twice about giving my life just to keep you from harm you are so much more perfect than I'll ever be, your voice, your smile, your charm. You are all I ever think of anymore, when I hope or dream or cry countless times I have been thinking of you, wishing I could die. You don't understand how you have changed my life, I will never be the same, you are more precious to me than all the money in the world, all the glory or power or fame. I would gladly give every single thing I own just to prove how much I care, I will never find anyone as perfect as you, you are far beyond compare. There is really nothing else I can do, I guess this is the end but before I stop I want to tell you that you are an incredible friend. I only have one more thing to say, that I really want you to know, you'll always be an angel in my eyes, no matter where you go. But no matter what people think of you, If you are feeling lonely and sad, or if you can't think of any reason to live and life is terribly bad or if you feel like you can't go on, just remember that what I'm saying is true: I don't care at all what happens, I will still love.